Music Monday- Sometimes Love Just Ain't Enough

There is no perfect relationship if you are not meant with each other.  Loving someone is not enough, you need to to let it go and accept your fate.  Love is not a fairy tale that we seen in the movie, it is an irony to the journey we have.  The perfect love that can give to us is the love of our great father above.

I want to dedicate this song for someone that once in my life, he became part of my journey of love.  I have no regret of the love we shared before, and I truly cherished our memories. To the man that I love, if you happen to cross in my home page, don't forget to play this song.  This is for you, and I wan't to say thank you for a short time that we shared, you made me happy.

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Adventure Blast Day 1: Albay-Bicol Region

I am so blessed to have an extended family in Manila who help me and offered me a private car with driver for our travel together with mommy Cora.  Of course, I thank the coupled joy and jay for extending their heart to let us borrow their motor vehicle. 

 Well, travelling from Manila to Bicol Region took 9 hours. We travel at 7pm and we arrived the place at 6 in the morning of November 4, 2018 and we had take our bed rest first before we decided to go to the place that we shall visit.

This is my first time to have a solo adventure, I feel excited to myself because of being alone, no group of friends with me, but i am so much glad that I have one who become my best buddy ever.  I want to say thank you mommy cora for being my best partner. This is the most adventurous and joyous journey of my holiday blast.  Maybe because being alone in this journey, you are connected with yourself.  I realized that travelling is not necessary who is with you, who are around you and who are your companion.  The most important is you enjoy yourself in every activities you have and your connection with the one who blessed you.  I actually amazed this journey of mine, I believe God arranged it everything for me. I did not experience difficulty for my travel, everything is set, the car, the driver, the place where i stay and the people that will help me on the duration of my adventure.  See, how God loves and blesses me.  Thank you Lord, for your kindness and for giving me angels everytime I took my vacation. You always reminds me  that I am your daughter, the heirs of this world, and you have given me the opportunity to  explore the world and be happy.  Thank you my Heavenly Father for everything.

God creation is beautiful and great, I was amazed of the place we  visited. On the first day of my Bicol blast holiday.  We went to  Mayon Skyline, located in the halfway to the peak on the Eastern slope of Mayon Volcano. it such a very nice place for refreshing, I enjoy the fresh air, peaceful huge of nature, cool and very relaxing place.

I found myself enjoying the breeze and a perfect place to rest.  I am captivated of the following scenery around this beautiful nature of Mayon Volcano, although he hide from the clouds, I believe that He possess a very important characteristic that is why He is famous and became the first attraction in the place of Bicol.  

Here are some of my enjoyable pose and I can say it Perfect Nature blast~~

Look deep into nature, and then you will understand everything better. Albert Einstein

Colors are the smiles of nature. Leigh Hunt

 with mommy cora

 If the sight of the blue skies fills you with joy, if a blade of grass springing up in the fields has power to move you, if the simple things of nature have a message that you understand, rejoice, for your soul is alive. Eleonora Duse

 Nature's beauty is a gift that cultivates appreciation and gratitude. Louie Schwartzberz 

Every volcano is a powerful illustration of God's character. He is a Vesuvius of goodness, life, and energy. Reinhard Bonnke

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Music Tuesday! Angels Brought Me Here..

To my right man,  the day that we meet, I want you to sing this song for me.  

I believe that God has set you apart for me.  He ready your heart to love me most, that I gonna love you too forever.  That I gonna amazed of you, because you fears God.  That, we both have the same attitude and characteristics.  That we shall enjoy our relationship with full of love, joy and peace.  That we both travel the world, to enjoy the abundance of  blessings of God for us.  That our relationship shall prosper and endure us.  That, the time we meet, we are still young, pretty and handsome, healthy and financially stable.  That, we both have the heart to help the poor and the needy.  That we gonna have a lot of fun in life, we can travel to enjoy the nature and the gift of  God for us. That  we shared together all good things and right things to our love ones. 

That we shall build a happiest and joyfullest family.  That we are both bless spiritually,   physically, mentally and emotionally.  

Father, thank you so much, I declare and claim that this petition I ask from you shall be coming in my way.  Give me patience to wait and make our  life in order God, in Jesus name. Amen.

Letting Him Go is a freedom.

This maiden actually suffered pained from her present relationship which was once in her love journey brought her heartaches from the past and present situation.  She never expected that the moment she unlocked her heart for this someone, is a path of complication and uncertainties. 

Actually, when the first day they met, the night after, she felt pain that caused her to cry out loud with the heavenly Father, praying to protects her heart and guides her in every decision she has.  

Lately, she did not notice her feelings had been captivated by her emotions in which fear made her worry.  Worry since, she is afraid to loose the one she loves.  

A short duration of dating was the happiest moment with him but it caused them trouble and sadness upon they set apart. This maiden’s digging her mind and everyday she deeply think to find an answer, why all this things happened that troubled her too much. 

Attending the  Emotional Damage Healing in Davao, is a big answer of her prayer. Actually it was a breakthrough which ended her to be brave, give her courage to ask forgiveness to those she caused trouble, for herself and to the one who hurt her.  She has also given a privilege to pray for the one she loves, before they departed.  She never forget that moment as they both celebrate and cherish their last day being together, before they say goodbye.

God has always a reason why they bring back in their past, maybe because there was an issue with their life that they need to reconcile and to make the wrong thing to a right thing.  God wants us to understand that our past brought us heavy baggage and that baggage needs to throw away, o release, to reject and cancel.  He wants us to clean our path for the next level of our life, as He prepared for us. 

Acceptance is one of her way to be more confident and reserves her strength.  In every decision she has, given her a deepened relationship with the loving God.  She deserves freedom, joy, happiness, love and peace. 

Likewise, she deserves a treat with herself, or a vacation that shall help her to restore her being, activate her spirit to soar and to have a peaceful soul.

travelling to Casagwa

 Casagwa Park

 ATV at Casagwa

 a short caption at Mt. Mayon skyline

 I wish and pray that when she come back, God shall restore her heart, fully covered with love, joy, peace, kindness, self-control and happiness.  She believes that she totally recovered everything. God never fails with His promise, this journey she has is a reminder that she needs to wait patiently, because every prayers and petition she has, God heard them and been answered.  And when her heart is ready, she shall receive and endure her life forever.

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Happy Birthday my Angel!

Time flies to fast, my little angel is totally certified a lady!    God makes a way, that I gonna be with her to celebrate her birthday.  I am so much blessed to be her mother and I thanks God because He engraved my heart to love and care my angel everyday.

My prayer to you my dear anak, that God shall crowning you by His tender kindness love, mercy and favor in every journey of your life.  I affirm, that you shall be filled with the fruits of the Holy Spirit, such as: love, kindness, peace, joy, generosity and self-control.  That God will bless your heart, protect you from any harm and temptation.  That God shall surrounds you more good people, and you shall be a blessings to them.   That God,  shall increase your leadership skills and  He shall use your life to minister the leaders and to be a legacy of the next generation.  God loves and cares surrounds you, that the enemy cannot touch you, cannot see and read your emotions.  God is your strength and He shall prosper your life.  You have nothing to worry because God had already cast your fears! God is your refuge and strength.  You are special in His heart.  You are always loved! In Jesus name. Amen.

Celebrating her birthday at Vikings 

November 3, 2018

After Viking...massage bonding

We both feel happy and we enjoy our time.  Nak, don't forget that you are beautiful and you are remained as my angel and special.

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH ANAK!

Bonding with my daughter.

Mother and daughter relationship is the greatest gift that I have. I am blessed to be a mother of a beautiful lady, who possess a good spirit, a lovely and kind in nature. Last October 12, 2018, i have a chance to visit her, i truly missed her presence. We spent our time together and it was a great and valuable lovely day for us.  We spent our time chatting while we are eating to a different korean resto and convince our self to eat to a western resto.

We went to Starbucks for an early coffee with Atty. R.  Then after discussion about some topics and some encouragement word for vyne, she treats me in the Sweet house which was located within the area of SM Mall of Asia.

with Atty. R.

Early coffee in Starbucsk 

 A single shot with mommy cora

“Spare the rod and spoil the child – that is true. But, beside the rod, keep an apple to give her when she has done well.”– Martin Luther

Dinner time 

Parlor bonding!

 The day that I am leaving to GSC

 Candy House 

I think togetherness is a very important ingredient to family life.”– Barbara Bush

 with Atty. Romulo

free chocolate cherry and chocolate flavors.

Breaftast in starbucks

"To my daughter. Never forget that I love you. Life is filled with hard times and good times. Learn from everything you can. Be the woman I know you can be. Mom”

God is Going to Cause You to Forget The Pain! by Joel Osteen

God is going to cause you to forget the pain, he gonna  bless you in such a way that you dont remember the pain, is not to be going to for front  of your mind you will be so feel of gratitude for, God is done you did not think about what been through.  we talk about let it go the past, forgiving people that did is wrong, not really living disappointments that important that sometimes it is hard to think about what is wrong. 

 You wake up, and that heartaches all matters unto mind, through the day you would not be happy but you feel that heaviness  reminding you of the lost, all  the sickness you dealing with. We try to tune it out, but it can be ongoing struggle, stay in courage, there will be a day will God causes you forget, you will gonna wake up thinking about the hurt, you gonna wake up thinking the goodness of God. You gonna go through the day discourage through the lost, way down by that heaviness, God going to turn on around to where all you think about is how grateful you are.  You gonna have a deep satisfaction, a joy that you cant explain.  God is not forgotten about you, He had seen the heartaches, the lonely nights, the injustice, God is collected every tears that you've shed.  You may not be forget of your own, the good news is  God is going to cause you to forget. He is going to turn it around in such away that you overwhelm. You have time to think about the hurt you, so focus for the grateful goodness of God.

We all need things about to forget, a big bad break, a mistakes that we made, a door to close, a brought heartaches.  Do your best to let it go, when we taught comes up, don't dwell on it, but some point, God is going to do something out of the ordinary that  to causes you to forget. You won't have to struggle with it in your thoughts, your mind will so feel with God's goodness, that the negative memories doesn't have the space to come back up. 

I'm to bless to be offended, Im to bless to be stress out, Im too bless to get bitter, when I think about the goodness of God.  The good news is where is breakthrough how it cause to be open. 

Isiah said, Because you got a double of trouble, your inheritance of land will be double and your joy will be forever, God did not promise that we will have difficulties. S ometimes, we get the double dose more than our shares, the good news is trouble doesn't have the final say, the sickness, the lose, the betrayal is not how your story ends.  God promises is not only to bring you through but it will bring you with double, double the joy, double the peace, double the influence, double the resources, it says your joy, were go on forever. that means the trouble is temporary, the addiction, the loneliness, the depression, the sickness is not going to last.  Pain is temporary, but your joy will go on forever.  Maybe you'd been through a lot for the past, or perhaps you have lot against you and now, that it seems you cant work out get ready, Manassah is coming, there is something on your future that you will be so  bless, so prosperous, so grateful, that you live from the place of joy, a place of gratitude, when you say Lord, thank you for your favor, you amazed me of your goodness.

You don't wake up in the morning thinking about the haters, you wake up how bless you are. You don't go through the day bitter because of bad breaks, you go to the day say Lord, thank you for your favor, thank you for being so good to me, you dont go to bed to discourage, dwell on that not did not work out, you lie down on peace, overwhelm with gratitude, thinking about the greatness of our God. 

There is something in your future that will erase the pain of the past.  God is not going just bring you through, is not going to just restore you, heal you, vindicate you, that would be good, God will cause you to forget the pain, God is going to do something out in the ordinary.  something unusual, something didn't see  coming. 

We dont understand everything is happen, life is not always fair, you dont make people do what is right, God gives us our own free will. Sometimes people, make decisions that hurt us, but God is the god of justice, He knows, how he will heal the hurts, that would be enough we would be grateful to be restored, God is so amazing, His going to cause you to forget the pain of the past.  When you go to the point have a bad break, you become pregnant Manassah is concieve of your spirit, Maybe you did not have a good job, somebody betrayed you, finding of illness  you take treatment life strike you a curl, the goodness is, your pregnant there is a baby coming, God bless you to such a way to forget what you lost, forget your hurt, forget your pain.  

My Prayer:

Thank you Father, I am grateful and overwhelmed of your promise in my life. Thank you despite of my pain, my heartaches, bitterness, loneliness, sadness, losing someone, you are going to restore me, heals me vindicate me and helps me to forget the pain.  Lord, thank you for your favor, for being so good to me, for everything. Thank you for loving me and giving me joy and peace in my heart. Thank you Lord for giving me the opportunity to experience your greatness, your mercy and favor in my life.  I love you Lord, I will trust everything to you and I believe you had work our path to make everything unto order.  I pray that you shall give us wisdom for every decision that we have.  Help me Lord, and help also the person that I love, that he gonna have peace in his heart and mind, help him also Father, give him wisdom so he can understand your purpose in his life. In Jesus name.  Amen.

My Prophecy

Sometime in the early month of  2014, we had given the priviledge to attend the prophesying training in ENC.  It was a great opportunity to become part of this activity to open our mind and understand in every gift bestowed by God to us. This ministry had given us the opportunity to used our gift by giving us the wisdom to understand every word we heard from God through our mind, soul and spirit. It help us to  focus in every word He speaks in our heart and mind. 

I was encouraged to be part in this activity and it was my opportunity to hear God promises  unto my life.

When the Pastor asked me, "are you thinking to remarry again, vilma? I didn't answer the question because i am in doubt of myself if i will remarry or not, as i am still enjoying my life as a single.  He didnot wait my answer, but he continue to speak and prophesy me this:

" The Lord is going to give you a good man that you will amazed because the man that the Lord will give you will be a man who would fear me.  You don't go looking for it because it will look for you. And, the Lord says, Vilma i'm going to bless you financially, you're going to travel the nation. Your not going to be one who's going to look at your daughter and say, it's just her but your going to travel together. Your gonna be one whose gonna experience the goodness of God in your lifetime.  Know this Vilma, your young and there's a world out there to conquer. And the Lord says, be ready, be happy because i'm gonna give you good things."

My prayer:
My heavenly loving Father, thank you for everything, thank you for giving me hope and courage. Father, help me to focus in your promise, guide my heart and bless me every moment. Shield my heart with your love and affection. Cover my heart with joy, love, patience, kindness and self control. Crowning me by your tenderkindness love, mercy and favor in every journey that I have. Thank you for loving and caring me Lord, I honor you and glorify your name. In Jesus name. Amen.

Far from love.

Love is the deepest feeling that we shared with someone we love. Love is the most exciting and amazing part in every journey we have. Love is the essence of  feelings that we enjoy. Love conquers everything!

Have you been fall in love to someone?

This maiden real journey of having in love with someone is quite hurtful. In her early stage of being had a relation with a guy whom she falls in love, gave her a traumatic experienced that caused her a different kind of suffering and failures in life.  This maiden actually, is the most loneliest woman who never stop to fight the battle she had been facing of. Yes, loving  him is the most enjoyable moment she had, it was the most unforgetable  memories she cherished and those moments they had remained deeply in her heart.

Yet, the world changed the position of her feelings. A hurtful message from someone she loves most, made her die, her heart had been covered a hateful feelings and it became a desease to her, causing her to cry for every  wrong decision she made.

 It was hard to choose in the middle of  uncertainties and discomfort.  Her heart tried to change choices but her emotions conquered by fear, niether she choose the one she loves who are willing to accept her  being, despite of her weaknesses nor  she should remained to the person she never love but she lost her purity.   Her decision agonized so much pain and fear which led her to voluminous failures in life.

Many years gone by, this maiden's became a fighter and stronger, maybe because of different failures she gone through.  Years and many years has gone, her journey in life changed, though she became busy in her life, she never fails to pray for the man she longed for.

This man who conquered her heart from the start they met. The first and the last man that she wants to be own and to live with, forever. A man who makes her happy and in his arms she felt security by his love.  A man that she prayed for.

She never stop praying and wrestling God's help. praying to the one she loved and desired to be with him forever. In her journey of waiting caused her hopeless. Hopeless, in the sense that she has no knowledge about his whereabouts,   thinking if  his love to this maiden still in his heart, but she was reminded always of his last sweetest  word she heard from him, "kahit maputi na ang buhok mo, kapag tayo'y muling magkita, mamahalin at mahalin pa rin kita", he did'nt knew that words became her armed to hope of waiting.

Sometimes, she ask herself, until when she will  wait for him? Is he far from love? Can she still own his heart?   She was afraid of those question created by her mind.

But she never lost her hope that someday their steps will lead them in a right time and in a right place to meet again. Until one day, those questioned and prayer became a breakthrough and real.

How can she forget's this date? The most awaited time in meeting him, unexpectedly, when she saw this familiar face, her heart was fully occupied by excitement, hope and love.  Meeting her  lost love made her sleepless, until she realized that their journey begins here...

Do you want me to continue the most beautiful journey of a maiden's love story?

This might be a very sweet and lovely when they started to communicate with each other..

Folks, their love story never ends here.. Their journey starts here. 

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