I am"STAR" . I consider myself as a Falling STAR, you might love her if you know her. She possess a good heart, willing to take challenges in life. She stands alone (spiritually with GOd) in every failures...she loves those who hurt her, but never trust them again. She cherish every moments in her family, loveones, and friends.
She is living a simple life with her family, some trustful peers and my job. I am a proud FILIPINA and a CHRISTIAN
I enjoy eating fruits and sleeping every time that I am free or whenever I am HUNGRY. I am sweet and adorable- I Love helping people whenever they're down . I believe in God's words and promises.
She was separated for thirteen years, and she blessed 1 daughter and 1 son that she loves most. They are her inspiration and her life revolves with them. She is a homebody.'
Love conquers everything. Love is sacrifice; this is a reason why I need to wait the right time to be with him again.
My happiness, this is one of the reasons why he needs to book a ticket for me. I know he feels difficult to adjust his time because of his hectic schedule. But, he still arranged my flight two months ago.
Finally, the journey began; my flight is stressful but everything disappeared when I see him waiting outside the airport.
Snapshot inside the plane.
Upon touchdown the Malaysian Airport
This is not the reason why I come back in this place
Sometimes in life, we need to accept of what things comes in reality. This reality is one of the reason why our existence change. Wherein, changes give a big part in our life, because this is the reason of everything that we wanted too or we don't want to do. Changes bring choices.
Yes, choices is one of the reason why my life changed. Choices suffered me a lot, since this involved my whole existence, my family and my future.
My choices stands for the truth, I had learned to accept of what fated for me. I realized that waiting is not the hindrance for what I wish for, the importance of it is, you have faith, hope and love. It involves also sacrifice.
I realized now that the Voyage of my journey begins from my past. And this is a reason why my life changed and enjoyed the blessings that I have now. Above all, God made me realized the importance of my life..TO ENJOY IT!!. And I am thankful because I know how to appreciate and value it; to be contented and take care of it.
I have only one life and I need to enjoy it.
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Dear whatever happen you know that, I love you so much. I know how our heart protects our love. Thank you so much my dearest for making me happy, thanks because you let me assures for the security of my heart. I miss you a lot dear.
This song is mean so much to me,it is very emotional and if you should hear the music, your heart and soul could feel the deep meaning of this song. I want to dedicate this song to my two friends that I love and care.
Can?t believe it?s over, I watched the whole thing fall And I never saw the writing that was on the wall If I?d only knew that days were slipping past That the good things would never last, that you were crying
Mmm, summer turned to winter and the snow had turned to rain And the rain turned into tears upon your face I hardly recognize the girl you are today And God, I hope it's not too late, mmm, it's not too late
'Cause you are not alone, I?m always there with you And we?ll get lost together till the light comes pouring through 'Cause when you feel like you?re done and the darkness has won Babe, you?re not lost When your world?s crashing down and you can?t bear the thought I said, "Babe, you?re not lost"
Life can show no mercy, it, it can tear your soul apart It can make you feel like you?ve gone crazy but you?re not And things have seemed to change, there?s one thing that?s still the same In my heart, you have remained and we can fly, fly, fly away
'Cause you are not alone and I am there with you And we?ll get lost together till the light comes pouring through 'Cause when you feel like you?re done and the darkness has won Babe, you?re not lost And the world's crashing down and you cannot bear the cross I said, "Baby, you?re not lost"
Mmm, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah I said, "Baby, you?re not lost" I said, "Baby, you?re not lost" Ooh, yeah, yeah I said, "Baby, you?re not lost"
I don't even think that I can still have find myself a time for pleasure. I mean, after the May 10, 2010 Automated National & Local Elections and October 25, 2010 SK and Barangay Elections, the same still busy doing some reports and office works. It is so hard to recover from exhaustion and stress which is cause by too much work. There are times when I tend to ignore myself and family who needs my time and attention. Gosssshhhhhhhhh, I became more stressed when I see myself in the mirror because wrinkles and pimples are popping out of my face!!!
Thanks God, I was able to find time for my health check-up on the day of our Post Election Evaluation Program held at Coco Beach, Gumasa, Glan Sarangani Province. I thought, I wouldn't be able to attend this event because of those reasons. Since, we are nine left in the office, I decided to go with them and we traveled for two hours from General Santos City to Gumasa, Glan Sarangani Province. I don't want to miss half of my life because this is my first time to see the famous place which I heard from my friends.
We have a joyful trip going to Gumasa. Eeverybody is happy, when we arrived there, some were already enjoying, some were singing and dancing.
And since we were hungry, we directly went to the food area and ate our dinner.
Of course, we can't forget taking more pictures in different angle. Picture here ...picture there...hehehe...watch up!!
Yah, it's Lainy's Birthday!!! Ok Lainy, blow the candle and make a wish!!! ha ha ha....this is the most memorable day for us lainy because we enjoy on your day...
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When we planned our holiday in Malaysia, Lainy did her best to convinced Windy to meet us. We felt sad when he sent a negative reply that he can't come because of his final trial of his case. But, when we touchdown in the Airport, Lainy received some messages from him that he started to travel from his origin place to Genting where we go for a holiday just to meet us.
Reminisce' those moments how Windy made some trouble because of Vincent, OMG!!! I am too worried about him and baby Vincent, but before Vincent, Windy made a first joke with me, pretending he is jimmy on the line, I can't recognized his voice because of the blurred, what i heard is the named jimmy, gosh....remembering those moment, it made me laughed and smile. That's how Windy made a real joke is.
Anyways, our journey is one of the most exciting and enjoying part of our experience. I want to share with you some of our pictures of the first day of our travel.
Gensan Airport Thanks, I convined lollii to bring my handbag for free, hehehe.
From NIA Airport - Terminal 3
Malaysia Airport
At last, we were here!!! What's -up Malaysia!!
"How I love to be here again in Malaysia with my dear Jimmy"
Confirming our rooms booked by my dear Jimmy for us. Since, the room are fully booked, we offered windy to share a room with Lainy and Lollii. "Wow, Windy, you have a lot of Filipina Girlfriend ah"
"Lolli with her Uncle Windy"
This is reality!! I met Windy in flesh!!
And maybe, i am the photographer here, No..no...no...I'm still with Jimmy..hehhehe
"See Windy!! you have a lot of Filipina girlfriend"
Hmp...i know i am the one who took picture here.
Windy, we are glad that we met you in Malaysia. Thanks, for taking care of us while jimmy is not around. We have no regret for our 3 days vacation in KL..ouch!!
A crowd of famous people cheering, proud and a happy family, sweet and cuddly siblings and a peaceful life of luxury and freedom. A pipe dream of my unprogresable life, a goal that cannot be attained by just a simple individual like me, a bubble which vanished every second, a life that have never was.
I was a prisoner of my own mistakes, suffering from the circumstances life had given to me; I'm craving for love, dignity and freedom, i wanted to be free... free from the shackles surrounding my dirty shaking hands. I once dreamed of a life of pure peace, a life far from the claws of imprisonment, far from the eyes of watchful humans trying to tear up my veins...
A life that can satisfy my hungry wretched soul. For some time, I felt comfort...comfort from teh dark ghostly room of the tower. Then I went back to my dream.. my pipe dream my parents.
I remembered having several kids and I the oldest and the matured one was there taking care of them, while giving my family honor. It calmed my soul.... It calmed my whole body down. I had all the riches on earth even the happiest life a man can ever possess...but that was just a time, once-upon a life story.
I was the opposite of that life, of that person... I have parents whom despised having me as their child, siblings whom tear my weak heart to pieces until it drowned itself in pure blood, a dumb brain and a low ethic individual who even brought neither honor nor happiness to the family. I was an outcast...until now in the time of my death.
I was scared when I heard the creaking of the rusty door, the light that entered hit my eye, two cape man went in and took my weak body out of the cold room. I opened my eyes and saw a bunch of people gatehred around the place. I saw them.. I saw my parents .. I saw my family...
They were crying.. i know they're crying for me... I though I'm the loneliest one in here but I'm not.. I'm not...
As one of the cape man covered my face with a cloth and as he placed the rope on my nape. I came to realize they love me despite of being too juvenile still they cared for me. As the guy swing his a silver on my neck, I lost my life. I felt my soul floating in the breezy air, I glanced at my lifeless body and grinned, a smile of dream satisfaction and happiness...it wasn't a thinking...it wasn't a pipe dream at all..life less body..l need to mingle with death.
