The Awaited Time- Part I

Time flies too fast, we can't hold it back, but rather we need to face it and accept it. We need to enjoy for the opportunities given to us by GOD,the greatest gift, LIFE. Our existence in this frenzied world is not a game that we waste but a life that we need to drive in the path with His guidance.

Driving our life is not easy to handle. It is so hard to start if you don't know what kind of life we want. It is hard to choose a path if we wish more than for our life. It is hard to step forward, if we don't know where we going through, it is hard to walk in the left side if we are not sure of what things waiting for us there. It is hard to go the right side, if we have a lot of worries in our mind. But it is hard for us to stay in one place that we know someday it make us suffer.

I have a lot of ups and down in life, I admitted that once in my life, I lost my strength, my dreams and my goals. But, I thank God for having there to guide me the right path that brings me where I am now.

Maybe one of His reason why I need to be strong because of this innocent little angel of mine. I am much responsible to took good care of this little angel. She needs me to let her feel my love and affections.

“The moment a child is born, the mother is also born. She never existed before. The woman existed, but the mother, never. A mother is something absolutely new.” Bhagwan Shree Rajneesh

How can I protect her if she scared alone? She needs me around for her safety.
She needs someone while she is still learning to explore in this world.
In her journey, she needs someone to discover something that she don't understand.

Though, she suffered the uncertainty in life, she is still there ready to step upward to show the world that she is ready to face the world.
In her smile she reminds me that she is very much special. And she needs me to cover her with my love.
She gave me recognition of those time that I share with her.

The life shows us more complicated but we still there together for better or for worse.

What we remember from childhood we remember forever - permanent ghosts, stamped, inked, imprinted, eternally seen. ~Cynthia Ozick

That I appreciated too much because whatever circumstances that we had, I never heard any regret from her.

There is no perfect life.

Believe it or not, she survived from anxiety from situation she is facing everyday in her life.

Life that we never give up, because we become more stronger.

The number of time is not changing, but everything change her gradually, she learned much of her self.

I appreciate this kind of recognition she shared for me.

She is my precious one that helps me to perform my responsibility as her mom and dad.

A best friend she need most in her side.

Now, she knows more about life. She knows how to appreciate around her.

AT this time, she is ready to accept responsibility.

I know, because she learn more from her childhood and junior life. Now, she starting of her journey to fulfill her awaited goals in life. I pray that God will guide her way and teach her to learn from whatever mistake she takes, to accept from the failures she experience. And may God helps her to become more mature spiritually.

This is the most awaited time that I ever had to my daughter Lolli-pii. As a mother, I only wish and pray for her great future.

“The future destiny of a child is always the work of the mother.”

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