..with the temptation

My journey help me to stand as a strong woman.  I realized that my life was tested  by different phase of a giant of circumstances. 

Fourteen years of my separation, I tried to figure out the impact of those challenging part  in my early marriage I consider my marriage as a great revelation of who and what I am today,   I actually consider my marriage as a winning piece in my journey in the sense that God taught me  to trust everything in Him despite of failures and struggles of my relationship with my love ones.

I may not know why it happen to me that before, but God had given me the wisdom, to understand why it  happened.  I had the opportunity to understand that life is always be a battle. Failure is one of the battle that I experienced, I FAILED in my marriage life which I question God and seek His answer before. It is not sin to question God, but it is a way to ask God it purpose why I should need to experienced it.  

Years passing by and new years come, I slowly understand that our God is great!  I actually appreciate Him, because of His tenderheartedness, His truly a loving and merciful father.   I experience His presence. His love and care in the midst of my battle and I realized that  He won my battle. 

Temptation, No temptation has overtaken you that is not common to man. God is faithful, and he will not let you be tempted beyond your ability, but with the temptation he will also provide the way of escape, that you may be able to endure it. 1 Corinthians 10:13

I am human, I need someone to be with, just to shared my losing piece, I mean, to share my  failure that caused me so much pain. And then, someone came along the road, to make it short, I have been tempted and made sin against God.  When I had made my decision to had a relationship with other man after my separation with my husband, I remembered my first tears, the most painful and sinful tears I had done in my life, the result of  repeated mistakes I've done. It is actually one way of showing that I felt too tired in my life.  But God never gave up on me.  He tried to reached me, He open my eyes with the truth, that He loves me so much. God enlightened my mind and my heart,  God wants me to know that He always care of me.  

I believe and I always been praying that God shall shield my heart with His tender kindness love and comfort me with His faithful promise..that soon,the person that I prayed for and love for is not a temptation but His promised that I patiently wait.

My prayer.. 

Dear God, thank you so much for guiding my life, for never gave up on me.  Thank you for your great love as you make me complete everyday.  Thank you for your faithful promised that I hold on.  In Jesus name.  Amen.

A Maiden's Testimony's Come Back 2016

I almost forgot my other world, I am too lazy to put my hand into the keys, specially if my brain is nonfunctional.  But since, I myself  miss my virtual home, I decided to open and start my fingers to work according of what my mind say.  Well, this might be a privilege again to press the button of my head, so that the clogged blood shall run in my vein and help to touch my Adrenalin and my brain shall be able to function and help me to think whatsoever!!

I was been inspired by my best pal to write and she encouraged me to write my own story.  She is my mentor, one of the most witty , pretty and friendly blogger back in 2009.

One reason I decided to hiatus the maidens testimony, because of my time, i cannot manage it anymore, second, i felt discourage because  of my grammar, third, I am afraid to criticize.

Anyways, God wants us to develop our skills and to share our talents with other.  Maybe, I have the skills in writing,but what I need is to develop it, practice it until it will makes it perfect.

I hope that you shall enjoy your time by stopping and reading A Maiden's Testimony.!

Psalm 31:24 :  "BE STRONG, AND LET YOUR HEART TAKE COURAGE, ALL WHO WAIT FOR THE LORD!"

Isang Bayan kay Pacman

Pacman Manny Pacquiao  the great fighter in the entire world.  He become a hero in every individual's life.  He is a role model of  the  world.. His life is a great testimony for every Filipinos.  He is a great influence in every individual.  Manny possess a good heart, he loves to help poor people and he loves God.  Kaya Pacman this is for you ISANG BAYAN PARA SAYO!! we pray for you Manny PAcman.

A decisive victory in a battle.

Individual shows a different characteristic in making a decision. It says that if we have no battle in life we have no power to choose.   My question is,.. How the battle affects your life? How victorious you are?  How would you accept the situation if you lost in that battle?  Is there any solution to come if you become a losser?

A lot of question derived from my mind. I consider my life is far beyond I expect.  My path that I took yesterday is different path than today.  Yesterday I had a win and lost situation that makes me realized.  I need to stand of what I facing contrary with my imaginations.  Yet everything is simply possessing different situations that hang me up.

Considering the question HOW THE BATTLE AFFECTS YOUR LIFE?  Of course I might tell it,  Bravo!! Congrats!!  My battle in every journey that I have is a great opportunity to know the things that makes my life change.  I considered my financial status as a battle.  Every one of us of course needs money.  Money gives you freedom a freedom that sometimes we misuse it because money changes our status of living.  I got some lesson in terms of this matter, back in my past, I remember the time that I have nothing but only Five Pesos (P5.00) in my pocket.  I worried and scared that time, but then that moment,  I cried out and asked my God begging Him to provide, then He answered through other people, God used this person who gave me One Hundred Pesos that day.

Praying yes, that’s the only armour that in every fight I have.  My faith in Him that God is a true God who hears my prayer.   After then, I continued my journey believing God is with me all the time.  This is how my battle affects my life, trusting God and surrendering everything with Him is a right decision that I made.  In everything I have is from God sources.  He said at John 14:14 If ye shall ask any thing in my name, I will do it."  Praise God!!.  My battle affected my relationship with God...I will tell you later ...

That's all for today...thank you dear for dropping by in A Maiden's Testimony.

Welcome back "A Maiden's Testimony"

       Hello world!! Hello Blogosphere!!  Hello my virtual friends!!  This is how I welcome myself again in the blogosphere. 

           I miss writing although writing is not my passion.  This is also one reason why I stop to write because I am not good in constructing a right grammar.  But, I realize now if I take this reason I going to miss to learn more about English and keep in writing will continue to correct me and help me to learn more ideas in writing. Actually, I learn that writing our own anecdote shall help our heart to express our feelings and it might help us to learn a new strategy using our thought.  They say it will allow you think more and more.  What you think, you write, everything you write is your expression of your heart.

      Anyways, being hiatus for three years, I had missed a lot of opportunity to share my journey in life. But I believe that today is a great chance to share every details of my existence.  I believe it is not too late for me to share my journey which is full of hope in every hindrance she faces.  In every tear she has symbolize her being a woman.  Every pain she has makes her strong.  Every suffering she has there must be joy.  Every mistakes she has there is a lesson.  Being alone in her journey she is in God’s heart.  

Now it is my time to share my own story and I want to welcome you back in A Maiden’s Testimony.