Opportunity comes in A Maiden's way.

Business is one of my main goal that I want to obtain. I want to handle all those things in a good manner that I have no one to hurt. I plan not only for myself, I plan for a brighter future of my daughter and son. I am also preparing something for myself that if I am in my old age, I have savings for any personal and medical expenses.

Achieving my goals is my greatest accomplishment in life . I always say that, I am blessed because of the bundle of opportunities coming in my way. God is good all the time. He designed my life perfectly because He lets the opportunity to come in my way. I thought, my life will end up to nothing. But, God save something the best for me.

I need to fixed everything and I need to think more idea how to handle this because at this time, I was adjusting of my new environment and new routine of my daily life.

I hope everything will be fine and may God will bless me more. Ended, I want to thank my family, my friends, my loving dear and my boss and to those who let me down, thank you so much because of you, I still here standing and become more stronger.

Above all, I thank God for being there with me all the time.

Jeremiah 29:11

"For I know the plans I have for you," says the Lord. "They are plans for good and not for disaster, to give you a future and a hope."

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Welcome back.

This maiden became invisible for almost two months. She had a lot of reason why she didn't updated her home page. She missed to get in touch again with herself through her testimonies. She missed her virtual friends, too.

A lot of things to reveal in a maiden's life, but she need to keep it in her heart. She wants to share the new journey of her life and more lessons from the day that you never heard about her.

To start in her journey, this maiden welcome herself again for a new beginning of her new chosen life. Her new struggle but very challenging part of her new phase of life.

Anyways, she wants to share this beautiful song "This I Promise You" by Ronan Keating as the welcome song for her. Actually, she is still in love, that's why she wants to enjoy every meaning of the lyrics of this song and she wants to dedicate this beautiful song to her very special someone who still there who loves her.

This trouble me so much!!

I lost my hope to write and even to pursue myself to meet my dreams because of the trials comes on my way. After our travel to KL and SG I've been facing a hurtful decision that I never expected.

The secret escapade to KL and SG was a reason why the unfavorable decision of the head office became the contradict to all my plans. But, I did not mean that this would be a big falls for me, instead I accepted the challenge although it made me hurt. It was a hurtful but I still accepted it because I believed that God plans the best for me.

The only thing that made me felt down, when I saw my daughter and my mom who get hurt and they'd been hurt for me.  They heard some humors that they believed I was not deserved. Thought, it was unfair in my part. I  still stood and continued to fight my desire to recover from pain and trouble.

I think I have no time to cry. I need space but I can't do it until now. I am looking for my emotion so that I can release my feeling in other way.  But I observed that I earned hatred in my heart. I really hate what I felt now, I really hate to say that I am starting to hate and disrespect the person, who was the caused of  my downfall.  I thought, I need to stopped my work in that place, but I have no choice. I need to stay in order to survived.I still do my part in my work though the payback to me is less penny that I received than before I handled two jobs. 



I always said, the world is so unfair... my heart telling me, stopped, don't be hurt, instead forget and forgive.  Because this test should help you to find another way, everything would be ok.  How can I be ok? if i stayed and saw those people who make my life suffered.  Sometimes, I felt sorry of myself because the respect that I gave to him turned to hate and disrespect..but I still led myself to fight it. Because I don't want to dishonor this person, because he is one of the instrument of God, being one of the blessing that I had.  So, I decided to continue to be part in that place.  I ate my pride.  I forget my ego. What I did is I pray, I look for another source of income that would help my daughter's and son's need.  So be it...I've been very very closed with God.  This circumstances happened to me is a test of acceptance and God promises.

As He promise that He is there beside me. I will ended up in His word...

1 Corinthians 16:13 Be on your guard; stand firm in the faith; be men of courage; be strong.

Psalm 31:24 Be strong and take heart, all you who hope in the LORD.

Psalms 16:8-9 NKJV I have set the LORD always before me; Because He is at my right hand I shall not be moved. {9} Therefore my heart is glad, and my glory rejoices; My flesh also will rest in hope.

Psalms 31:24 NKJV Be of good courage, And He shall strengthen your heart, All you who hope in the LORD.

I have my God who are there who protected me all the time. God is my strength, He is my hope and I am not afraid to face the world because God always in my side.

Top commentator Award

Lainy, the great!! I want to say thank you for this very nice Award. I am grateful that I become one of your Top Commentator for three long years. Hahahahah!!!! At last, congratulate me, I have finally published the creative and great award!!

Music Monday #13 Let it Rain by Tracy Chapman

I become emotional lately, a reason why I did not update my blog. Thank God, I recovered my anxiety and I thanked also my dear one who gave his time chatted with me the time I cried like a rain. His word of wisdom helped me a lot to relieved my bad feeling.

Maybe this song of Tracy Chapman is appropriate of what I feel right now and I believe that hope is there in my way.

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