Letting Him Go is a freedom.

This maiden actually suffered pained from her present relationship which was once in her love journey brought her heartaches from the past and present situation.  She never expected that the moment she unlocked her heart for this someone, is a path of complication and uncertainties. 

Actually, when the first day they met, the night after, she felt pain that caused her to cry out loud with the heavenly Father, praying to protects her heart and guides her in every decision she has.  

Lately, she did not notice her feelings had been captivated by her emotions in which fear made her worry.  Worry since, she is afraid to loose the one she loves.  

A short duration of dating was the happiest moment with him but it caused them trouble and sadness upon they set apart. This maiden’s digging her mind and everyday she deeply think to find an answer, why all this things happened that troubled her too much. 

Attending the  Emotional Damage Healing in Davao, is a big answer of her prayer. Actually it was a breakthrough which ended her to be brave, give her courage to ask forgiveness to those she caused trouble, for herself and to the one who hurt her.  She has also given a privilege to pray for the one she loves, before they departed.  She never forget that moment as they both celebrate and cherish their last day being together, before they say goodbye.

God has always a reason why they bring back in their past, maybe because there was an issue with their life that they need to reconcile and to make the wrong thing to a right thing.  God wants us to understand that our past brought us heavy baggage and that baggage needs to throw away, o release, to reject and cancel.  He wants us to clean our path for the next level of our life, as He prepared for us. 

Acceptance is one of her way to be more confident and reserves her strength.  In every decision she has, given her a deepened relationship with the loving God.  She deserves freedom, joy, happiness, love and peace. 

Likewise, she deserves a treat with herself, or a vacation that shall help her to restore her being, activate her spirit to soar and to have a peaceful soul.

travelling to Casagwa

 Casagwa Park

 ATV at Casagwa

 a short caption at Mt. Mayon skyline

 I wish and pray that when she come back, God shall restore her heart, fully covered with love, joy, peace, kindness, self-control and happiness.  She believes that she totally recovered everything. God never fails with His promise, this journey she has is a reminder that she needs to wait patiently, because every prayers and petition she has, God heard them and been answered.  And when her heart is ready, she shall receive and endure her life forever.

Thank you so much for your time, reading A maiden’s  Testimony!

Happy Birthday my Angel!

Time flies to fast, my little angel is totally certified a lady!    God makes a way, that I gonna be with her to celebrate her birthday.  I am so much blessed to be her mother and I thanks God because He engraved my heart to love and care my angel everyday.

My prayer to you my dear anak, that God shall crowning you by His tender kindness love, mercy and favor in every journey of your life.  I affirm, that you shall be filled with the fruits of the Holy Spirit, such as: love, kindness, peace, joy, generosity and self-control.  That God will bless your heart, protect you from any harm and temptation.  That God shall surrounds you more good people, and you shall be a blessings to them.   That God,  shall increase your leadership skills and  He shall use your life to minister the leaders and to be a legacy of the next generation.  God loves and cares surrounds you, that the enemy cannot touch you, cannot see and read your emotions.  God is your strength and He shall prosper your life.  You have nothing to worry because God had already cast your fears! God is your refuge and strength.  You are special in His heart.  You are always loved! In Jesus name. Amen.

Celebrating her birthday at Vikings 

November 3, 2018

After Viking...massage bonding

We both feel happy and we enjoy our time.  Nak, don't forget that you are beautiful and you are remained as my angel and special.

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH ANAK!

Bonding with my daughter.

Mother and daughter relationship is the greatest gift that I have. I am blessed to be a mother of a beautiful lady, who possess a good spirit, a lovely and kind in nature. Last October 12, 2018, i have a chance to visit her, i truly missed her presence. We spent our time together and it was a great and valuable lovely day for us.  We spent our time chatting while we are eating to a different korean resto and convince our self to eat to a western resto.

We went to Starbucks for an early coffee with Atty. R.  Then after discussion about some topics and some encouragement word for vyne, she treats me in the Sweet house which was located within the area of SM Mall of Asia.

with Atty. R.

Early coffee in Starbucsk 

 A single shot with mommy cora

“Spare the rod and spoil the child – that is true. But, beside the rod, keep an apple to give her when she has done well.”– Martin Luther

Dinner time 

Parlor bonding!

 The day that I am leaving to GSC

 Candy House 

I think togetherness is a very important ingredient to family life.”– Barbara Bush

 with Atty. Romulo

free chocolate cherry and chocolate flavors.

Breaftast in starbucks

"To my daughter. Never forget that I love you. Life is filled with hard times and good times. Learn from everything you can. Be the woman I know you can be. Mom”

God is Going to Cause You to Forget The Pain! by Joel Osteen

God is going to cause you to forget the pain, he gonna  bless you in such a way that you dont remember the pain, is not to be going to for front  of your mind you will be so feel of gratitude for, God is done you did not think about what been through.  we talk about let it go the past, forgiving people that did is wrong, not really living disappointments that important that sometimes it is hard to think about what is wrong. 

 You wake up, and that heartaches all matters unto mind, through the day you would not be happy but you feel that heaviness  reminding you of the lost, all  the sickness you dealing with. We try to tune it out, but it can be ongoing struggle, stay in courage, there will be a day will God causes you forget, you will gonna wake up thinking about the hurt, you gonna wake up thinking the goodness of God. You gonna go through the day discourage through the lost, way down by that heaviness, God going to turn on around to where all you think about is how grateful you are.  You gonna have a deep satisfaction, a joy that you cant explain.  God is not forgotten about you, He had seen the heartaches, the lonely nights, the injustice, God is collected every tears that you've shed.  You may not be forget of your own, the good news is  God is going to cause you to forget. He is going to turn it around in such away that you overwhelm. You have time to think about the hurt you, so focus for the grateful goodness of God.

We all need things about to forget, a big bad break, a mistakes that we made, a door to close, a brought heartaches.  Do your best to let it go, when we taught comes up, don't dwell on it, but some point, God is going to do something out of the ordinary that  to causes you to forget. You won't have to struggle with it in your thoughts, your mind will so feel with God's goodness, that the negative memories doesn't have the space to come back up. 

I'm to bless to be offended, Im to bless to be stress out, Im too bless to get bitter, when I think about the goodness of God.  The good news is where is breakthrough how it cause to be open. 

Isiah said, Because you got a double of trouble, your inheritance of land will be double and your joy will be forever, God did not promise that we will have difficulties. S ometimes, we get the double dose more than our shares, the good news is trouble doesn't have the final say, the sickness, the lose, the betrayal is not how your story ends.  God promises is not only to bring you through but it will bring you with double, double the joy, double the peace, double the influence, double the resources, it says your joy, were go on forever. that means the trouble is temporary, the addiction, the loneliness, the depression, the sickness is not going to last.  Pain is temporary, but your joy will go on forever.  Maybe you'd been through a lot for the past, or perhaps you have lot against you and now, that it seems you cant work out get ready, Manassah is coming, there is something on your future that you will be so  bless, so prosperous, so grateful, that you live from the place of joy, a place of gratitude, when you say Lord, thank you for your favor, you amazed me of your goodness.

You don't wake up in the morning thinking about the haters, you wake up how bless you are. You don't go through the day bitter because of bad breaks, you go to the day say Lord, thank you for your favor, thank you for being so good to me, you dont go to bed to discourage, dwell on that not did not work out, you lie down on peace, overwhelm with gratitude, thinking about the greatness of our God. 

There is something in your future that will erase the pain of the past.  God is not going just bring you through, is not going to just restore you, heal you, vindicate you, that would be good, God will cause you to forget the pain, God is going to do something out in the ordinary.  something unusual, something didn't see  coming. 

We dont understand everything is happen, life is not always fair, you dont make people do what is right, God gives us our own free will. Sometimes people, make decisions that hurt us, but God is the god of justice, He knows, how he will heal the hurts, that would be enough we would be grateful to be restored, God is so amazing, His going to cause you to forget the pain of the past.  When you go to the point have a bad break, you become pregnant Manassah is concieve of your spirit, Maybe you did not have a good job, somebody betrayed you, finding of illness  you take treatment life strike you a curl, the goodness is, your pregnant there is a baby coming, God bless you to such a way to forget what you lost, forget your hurt, forget your pain.  

My Prayer:

Thank you Father, I am grateful and overwhelmed of your promise in my life. Thank you despite of my pain, my heartaches, bitterness, loneliness, sadness, losing someone, you are going to restore me, heals me vindicate me and helps me to forget the pain.  Lord, thank you for your favor, for being so good to me, for everything. Thank you for loving me and giving me joy and peace in my heart. Thank you Lord for giving me the opportunity to experience your greatness, your mercy and favor in my life.  I love you Lord, I will trust everything to you and I believe you had work our path to make everything unto order.  I pray that you shall give us wisdom for every decision that we have.  Help me Lord, and help also the person that I love, that he gonna have peace in his heart and mind, help him also Father, give him wisdom so he can understand your purpose in his life. In Jesus name.  Amen.

My Prophecy

Sometime in the early month of  2014, we had given the priviledge to attend the prophesying training in ENC.  It was a great opportunity to become part of this activity to open our mind and understand in every gift bestowed by God to us. This ministry had given us the opportunity to used our gift by giving us the wisdom to understand every word we heard from God through our mind, soul and spirit. It help us to  focus in every word He speaks in our heart and mind. 

I was encouraged to be part in this activity and it was my opportunity to hear God promises  unto my life.

When the Pastor asked me, "are you thinking to remarry again, vilma? I didn't answer the question because i am in doubt of myself if i will remarry or not, as i am still enjoying my life as a single.  He didnot wait my answer, but he continue to speak and prophesy me this:

" The Lord is going to give you a good man that you will amazed because the man that the Lord will give you will be a man who would fear me.  You don't go looking for it because it will look for you. And, the Lord says, Vilma i'm going to bless you financially, you're going to travel the nation. Your not going to be one who's going to look at your daughter and say, it's just her but your going to travel together. Your gonna be one whose gonna experience the goodness of God in your lifetime.  Know this Vilma, your young and there's a world out there to conquer. And the Lord says, be ready, be happy because i'm gonna give you good things."

My prayer:
My heavenly loving Father, thank you for everything, thank you for giving me hope and courage. Father, help me to focus in your promise, guide my heart and bless me every moment. Shield my heart with your love and affection. Cover my heart with joy, love, patience, kindness and self control. Crowning me by your tenderkindness love, mercy and favor in every journey that I have. Thank you for loving and caring me Lord, I honor you and glorify your name. In Jesus name. Amen.