The desire of every human is made up much of complication. The reason why every individual seize the menace and recognize the outcome that conceded the wrong pathway, is our lowly wrong choices.
Our choices sometimes suffered us because of every design of temptation around the world, the serious decision that hard to defy because we value our own desire. Because of our disobedient we ended to the pinnacle judgment as we crave to something to make us satisfy and happy. It is hard to understand that sometimes we as a human take the wrong path and mistakenly made things to carry the said burden in our life.
Dealing the life in this earth is not easy to resist. Any decision that we could done depended for the situation that could bring to us by our tomorrow. Occasionally, we are facing the unpredicted trial that bring us to our failures and pains. These lead us to disappear from good to bad creature.
In this situation God tested our free will, faith and fidelity. 1Peter1:7: That the trial of your faith, being much more precious than of gold that perisheth, though it betried with fire, might be found unto praise and honour and glory at the appearing of Jesus Christ.
Human beings are not perfect in dealing this kind of condition. Temptation rather is also needed. For us to open our mind and understand what is behind it during we encountered ourselves to be tempted. This is how I understand the word temptation when I was facing the difficulties to recover from anxieties and accepted the temptation in my life. What I know before was, I need it this moment and expecting that grabbing this enticement will makes me better and renew everything and no more sorrows to experience. But it was not too easy, because when I was in this kind of situation the dilemma begun in my heart.
Being a separated woman, I thought getting a relationship to other man is one way to defy my agony and pains that I possessed. But it made me trigger and decided to escape from the situation which add my emptiness. This emptiness became the burden of my daily life and again I found out myself to felt in love to another man which I know it was wrong. I can’t resist myself to love that someone and I gave myself a chance to took the temptation in my life. But still I am falling and back again in the same dilemma.
Life changed everyday; this is the cycle of our life, passing, dropping and leaving. But from these cycles we got some lessons that made us understand what life all about.
Realizing this kind of situation made me different. Especially my personality and the way I handled my life. Those temptation that I grabbed once became the path to become closed to Him who dear me to become a good one. He headed me to a path which He knows where I belong. He dearly said unto my heart that making a decision in our life is a toughed one unless you ask Him to help you. Base in my experienced and every angle of circumstances in my daily life the good relationship with God was established.
Now, I enjoyed the life He promised. This only once in my life and if ever temptation come again, I know He is there to help me and resist the temptation because He cares for me. Yet, I am not perfect and never be perfect..I know loving someone is one that I cant resist..God knows, so help me God.