Sunday, July 8, 2012

My Industrious Son

Train up a child in the way he should go; and when he is old he will not depart from it. [Proverbs 22:6]

It was true that sometimes, to have a little boy will cause you headache maybe because of  their being innocent.  In reality kids know only how to play, sleep, eat and cry. 

I honesty say that sometimes, I used my hands to discipline my son for being stubborn, although it made me hurt.  I believed then, that being a good disciplinarian should result to a good one. After that, I talked and explained with him why I need to do that, because I love him and I do asked also sorry because I made him hurt.

That simply no excused, because as parents, we know that it was hard to discipline.  We are only doing our part for them to be good.  I have a lot of things I learned from my son.  It was a testing of my patience, that sometimes, I can't resist.  He sometimes make me pissed but afterwards, we both relief of what we felt.  Yet, what I can say is, I am not a parent, if I did not experience this from my kids. 

That's when the time my son cant control his self for being nonsense.

One day, when he wanted to go with me early in the morning in our shop.  He offered himself to cleaned around.  He looked the bamboo and dust pan and he started to clean outside the shop.  Then after that He look again the soft (walis) and then started to sweep the floor, then dusted the tables and computers.

I felt happy while seeing him doing those stuff.  I took some pictures of his different activities.

He said: "Mom the floor is dusty!"

 I answered: "Ok son, I leave it to you."

He was enjoying what he was doing...

Cleaning the computers..

I hope he can do more things to help me. Love you kuya and thank you for being there with us.

Thank you once again for being in my page, this is a maiden's testimony...

sweet temptation

Sunday, July 1, 2012

Temptation in my Life

The desire of every human is made up much of complication. The reason why every individual seize the menace and recognize the outcome that conceded the wrong pathway, is our lowly wrong choices. 

Our choices sometimes suffered us because of every design of temptation around the world, the serious decision that hard to defy because we value our own desire. Because of our disobedient we ended to the pinnacle judgment as we crave to something to make us satisfy and happy. It is hard to understand that sometimes we as a human take the wrong path and mistakenly made things to carry the said burden in our life.
Dealing the life in this earth is not easy to resist. Any decision that we could done depended for the situation that could bring to us by our tomorrow. Occasionally, we are facing the unpredicted trial that bring us to our failures and pains. These lead us to disappear from good to bad creature.

In this situation God tested our free will, faith and fidelity. 1Peter1:7: That the trial of your faith, being much more precious than of gold that perisheth, though it betried with fire, might be found unto praise and honour and glory at the appearing of Jesus Christ.
Human beings are not perfect in dealing this kind of condition. Temptation rather is also needed. For us to open our mind and understand what is behind it during we encountered ourselves to be tempted. This is how I understand the word temptation when I was facing the difficulties to recover from anxieties and accepted the temptation in my life. What I know before was,  I need it this moment and expecting that grabbing this enticement will makes me better and renew everything and no more sorrows to experience. But it was not too easy, because when I was in this kind of situation the dilemma begun in my heart.
Being a separated woman, I thought getting a relationship to other man is one way to defy my agony and pains that I possessed. But it made me trigger and decided to escape from the situation which add my emptiness. This emptiness became the burden of my daily life and again I found out myself to felt in love to another man which I know it was wrong. I can’t resist myself to love that someone and I gave myself a chance to took the temptation in my life. But still I am falling and back again in the same dilemma.

Life changed everyday; this is the cycle of our life, passing, dropping and leaving. But from these cycles we got some lessons that made us understand what life all about.
Realizing this kind of situation made me different. Especially my personality and the way I handled my life. Those temptation that I grabbed once became the path to become closed to Him who dear me to become a good one. He headed me to a path which He knows where I belong. He dearly said unto my heart that making a decision in our life is a toughed one unless you ask Him to help you. Base in my experienced and every angle of circumstances in my daily life the good relationship with God was established.

Now, I enjoyed the life He promised. This only once in my life and if ever temptation come again, I know He is there to help me and resist the temptation because He cares for me.  Yet, I am not perfect and never be perfect..I know loving someone is one that I cant resist..God knows, so help me God.

sweet temptation